THE HEAT, ALLERGIES, ANXIETY ATTACKS, AND INFO-MMERCIALS

 

     I am having the hardest time coping with this fucking heat! Today in my city it was 102 degrees!  And all I’ve been having are anxiety attacks.  I know all this anxiety is going to trigger some sort of insomnia or light sleeping episodes.  And we all know how much I love to sleep for one hour, be awake for four, sleep thirty minutes, be awake for six hours more!

    It’s like I can feel it welling up in my body. The tenseness, the internal feeling that my legs want to run a marathon. The thoughts of doom or ill will that might come of my family.  Those lovely thoughts that cause me to call up family members to make sure they are alive.  (Yes, I actually call up my parents and my sister to make sure they haven’t died in some mind made up manner.) Last night, I was so hot and tired. And yet, I couldn’t sleep. Every time tried to “lay my head down” like normal people do, I would just lay there staring up at the ceiling, or trying to following the blades of the ceiling fan.  It got so bad that after I took a shot of Tequila, my eyes became so heavy, that I just fell asleep. I then woke up at 2 a.m. and to my surprise my left foot was swollen.  And that got my mind buzzing again. What could have fucking caused this shit? Did a fucking demon bug bite the shit out of me while I knocked out? What type of medical disease did I have now?

    So I sat there…. Mind racing, foot swollen, and watched TV.  I had a cigarette and another drink. And soon after that I sat there with my boyfriend.  We chatted but for some reason we were drawn by the commercial that was on TV.  It was another fucking  Sean T exercise commercial.  This time for some fucking Hip Hop Dance weight loss shit.  We were overall disgusted by this commercial.  Actually “diet” or
“weight loss” commercials that have before and after photos REALLY irritate me.  The before photo is always of the person looking so fucking depressed.  This person is ultimately miserable. Which I find especially hard to believe if they were as active as they claimed or had children or a mate.  The before photo is often of the person extremely pale with no make up.  The after photo is the polar opposite.  It usually depicts the person with tons more make up, new clothes that look more expensive then the ones they used to wear in their “old life”, and of course, I can’t forget to add that they are also really tan. All this, of course, is to make the Buyer think that with the exercise video you will have great skin, a tan, a happier life, and rosier cheeks. Also the video was a bit contradictory. It is supposed to be a Hip Hop Dance video, yet the music and the dance moves were nothing of the sort.  If anything, the music was that of techno or almost house music.  And the whole time during the commercial, we kept thinking that somewhere out there in the Club scene, there is a person who is trying out these moves because they think these are actual dance moves that people really do.  WARNING: PURCHASING THIS VIDEO WILL NOT GIVE YOU RHYTHM IN ANY SHAPE OR FORM. AND NO ONE IN THE CLUB IS DOING THESE DANCE MOVES. Last, but not least, I can’t forget the under-lying racism that was taking place.  The announcer would say what a great deal this was and how fantastic you will feel.And then when he announced that it was 75% off, a clearly African-American voice shouts, “Say what!”  It was then followed by various sprinkling of other “slang” phrases like, “That’s dope!” I was appalled. And yet I could not take my eyes away from it. We laughed and discussed it some more.

    I do have to thank Sean T for one thing. It took my mind of my swollen foot, and it actually went down some. I was no long concentrating on “dying” family members. I had focused all my attention on this commercial. So, I guess my before photo would be of me with a swollen foot, rubbing my aching and restless legs, and smoking. My after photo would be me tan ( or a bit more bronze since I am black) with lip stick on, and laughing at the TV.

 

Love Always.

Getting that itch for another tattoo again…But TRUST it won’t be a terrible one like these….

   It’s only been a few months since I got my last tattoo, but I already want another one. Now, it’s just a question of what I want and where. I am thinking of getting my tattoo on my leg touched up and recreated.  I think something that I could get connected to the new one would be freaking awesome. I am also talking to my tattoo buddy and coworker about redesigning the one on my back. I don’t want to cover it up, it is the name of my ex boyfriend, because I do not regret it.  I am thinking of getting a phoenix added to it. 

    I think tattoos are wonderful!!! I think they are a great form of expression. I can’t really tell people what to get on their bodies, they are free to get whatever they so desire, it’s their body.  I’m just saying that they should be prepared to defend their decision to get the McDonald’s logo they inked on their cheeks…..

   I’ve come across some absolutely HORRIBLE tattoos around the internet…

 

 

 

I hope you have enjoyed these pictures. And let this be a lesson…. You have the right to tattoo anything you want on your body. But you also don’t want to regret the decision down the line. Be sure it’s something that you can be proud of.  Also, be willing to shop around.  I always go by the saying, “Good tattoos aren’t cheat and cheap tattoos aren’t good!”.  Don’t be afraid to look at the porfolio of the person that is going to tattoo you. Also, research who this person is and who he has tattooed before.. Most artists don’t mind you asking and are more than willing to give you references.  Ask LOTS OF QUESTIONS!! You need to know some thing about your tattoo. What is the healing time? How long do you need to leave the bandage on? Is there any medication that I should be using or what should I avoid doing while the tattoo is healing?  And most importantly, PAY ATTENTION DURING THE SESSION!!! You need to be aware of how this masterpiece is going to turn out. Let the Artist know if you do not like something. This is your body! And you are paying for this piece of art to endure the ages, you can decide what stays and goes! I can’t wait to get a new piece done! And I will be sure to post a picture of my new ink pride.

Love Always.

WHAT DO RELIGONS THINK ABOUT WHAT’S BEEN HAPPENING IN THE NEWS?

          With what’s been happening in the news lately, some religious leaders are saying that there are all kinds of signs pointing towards the end of days and/or that many prophecies are being fulfilled. I’ve picked out some of the ones that keep popping up.  What do you think is going on?

1. EARTHQUAKES:  When a magnitude 7.0 people were killed. An additional 1.3 million were rendered homeless in an instant.  Although extreme, the quake in Haiti was not an isolated event. At least 18 major earthquakes occurred earth wide between April 2009 and April 2010.  Bible reference: Great earthquakes will occur in one place after another, making them one of the notable feature of this momentous period of history.-Mark 13:8, Luke 21:11

2. FAMINE: Worldwide, almost 1 percent in 7 does not get enough to eat each day.  The number are worse in sub-Saharan Africa, where 1 in 3 is considered chronically hungry.  To put it into perspective, imagine a family consisting of a father, a mother, and a baby.  If there there is only enough food for two of them, who will go hungry? The father? The mother? The baby? This is the choice that such families must make on a daily basis. Bible reference:  There will be food shortages-Mark 13:8. Is Mark 13:8 being fulfilled? Despite advances in technology, are food shortages afflicting mankind on a global scale?

3. DISEASE:  Lower respiratory infections (such as pneumonia), diarrheal diseases, HIV/AIDS, tuberculosis, and malaria are among the most destructive diseases that afflict mankind. In a recent year, these five categories of disease killed an estimated 10.7 million individuals. Put another way, the diseases killed approximately one person every three seconds, all year long.  Bible reference: People will suffer terrible diseases-Luke 21:11

4.  LAKE OF NATURAL LOVE:  In one African country, approximately 1 out of 3 women has been sexually abused as a child. A survey conducted in that same country found that more than one third of men felt that it was acceptable to beat their wives. However, women are not the only victims of domestic violence.  In Canada, for example. nearly 3 out of 10 men have been battered or otherwise abused by their partners.  Bible reference: People will lack normal affection for their families- 2 Timothy 3:1-3

5.  RUINING OF THE EARTH:  According to some experts, 6.5 million tons of litter enter the world’s oceans each year. An estimated 50 percent of that litter is plastic that will drift for hundreds of years before it degrades.  Besides polluting the earth, humans are depleting  its natural resources at an alarming rate.  Studies show that the earth needs one year and five months to regenerate what humans consume in a year.  “If population and consumption trends continue, we will need the equivalent of two Earths by 2035,” reports the Australian newspaper Sydney Morning Herald. Bible reference: God will bring to ruin those ruining the earth,-Revelation 11:18

 

When I was reading this, I have to admit that I really found this interesting. But I’ve always believed that you can state anything and then find a bible reference to support you. Lest we forget that the bible was written by a MAN and translated, changed, and edited by MEN. That’s why I don’t claim any religious denomination. I’m spiritual and scientific. I hope you enjoy this as much as I did. I’m really interested in what people think of it.

Love Always

BARACK OBAMA: ANTICHRIST ???

I have been trolling the internet and have seen some rather interesting topics. One of which is how Barack Obama may be the Antichrist. This topic has gained more and more popularity with the recent news of Osama Bin Laden’s death. There are some things are trippy and then there are some things that might be stretching it, but all in all this topics and the “evidence” they find to back it is interesting none the less. I hope you enjoy as much as I did. We will never know the truth because we weren’t around to write the bible.  And that’s what I want you to take with you when you are finished reading this blog. I’m not trying to change your persoanl beliefs. I personally know a few people who actually fit most of the 27 characteristics of the antichrist.  I will update this and post more on the topic as I find it on the internet.

The 27 Characteristics of the AntiChrist:
1. He comes from among ten kings in the restored Roman Empire; his authority will have similarities to the ancient Babylonians, Persians, and Greeks [Daniel 7:24; Rev 13:2 / Daniel 7:7]
Obama: American president has similarities to Babylonians, Persians, and Greeks.
2. He will subdue three kings [Daniel 7:8, 24]
Obama: Hmmm... McCain, Hillary and John Edwards
3. He is diverse from the other kings [Daniel 7:24]
Obama: Mixed race
4. He will rise from obscurity…a “little horn” [Daniel 7:8]
Obama: virtually unheard of two years ago.
5. He will speak boastfully [Daniel 7:8; Rev 13:5]
Obama: Change we can [blindly] believe in...
6. He will blaspheme God, [Daniel 7:25; 11:36; Rev 13:5] slandering His Name, dwelling place, and departed Christians and Old Testament saints [Rev 13:6]
Obama: not exactly getting along with his pastor...
7. He will oppress the saints and be successful for 3 ½ years [Daniel 7:25; Rev 13:7]
Obama: One termer.
8. He will try to change the calendar, perhaps to define a new era, related to himself [Daniel 7:25]
Obama: Michigan primary... once again change he can believe in... may be a 3 day work week.
9. He will try to change the laws, perhaps to gain an advantage for his new kingdom and era
[Dan 7:25]
Obama: wants to re-negotiate NAFTA!
10. He will not be succeeded by another earthly ruler, but by Christ [Daniel 7:26-27]
Obama: Future stuff...
11. He will confirm a covenant with “many” [Daniel 9:27]
This covenant will likely involve the establishment of a Jewish Temple in Jerusalem
[see Dan 9:27; Matt 24:15]
Obama: Future stuff: ???, diplomatic deal? treaty? NAFTA? Peace treaty with bin Ladin? Who knows.
12. He will put an end to Jewish sacrifice and offerings after 3 ½ years and will set up an abomination to God in the Temple [Daniel 9:27, Matthew 24:15]
Obama: I've never heard of him sacrificing an animal, or follow ANY of the sacrifice rites from the book of Leviticus.
13. He will not answer to a higher earthly authority; “He will do as he pleases”[Daniel 11:36]
Obama: U.S. presidents are like that....
14. He will show no regard for the religion of his ancestors [Daniel 11:37]
Obama: His Father was a Muslim...
15. He will not believe in any god at all [except for himself] [Daniel 11:37]
Obama: His Mother is an atheist. He was raised atheist. And his adopted church believes in stuff that's kind of politically incorrect. Does he really believe in god?
16. He will have "no regard for the desire of women"[Dan 11:37]
Obama: He doesn't much care for Hillary. Bill embodies the the "desire of women"...
17. He will claim to be greater than any god [Daniel 11:37; 2 Thess 2:4]
Obama: Obviously someone who disobeys the bible thinks they are greater than God.
18. He will claim to be God [2 Thessalonians 2:4]
Obama: Satanists claim to be gods, and as a democrat, he is a satanist.
19. He will only honor a “god” of the military. His whole focus and attention will be on his military. He will conquer lands and distribute them [Daniel 11:39-44]
Obama: Has an expert "campaign" - the electoral equivalent of an army.
20. His arrival on the world scene will be accompanied by miracles, signs and wonders [2 Thess 2:9]
Obama: Signs/Disasters like Chinese earth quake, the cyclone that his burma. Wonders like a black man and a woman are to front runners for US president...
21. Either he, or his companion [The False Prophet], will claim to be Christ [Matt 24:21-28]
Obama: We'll have to wait for his choice on a running mate.
22. He will claim that Jesus did not come in the flesh, or that Jesus did not rise bodily from the grave [2 John 7]. He will deny that Jesus is the Messiah [I John 2:22]
Obama: Is a democrat.
23. He will be worshipped by many people [Rev. 13:8]
Obama: I would have to say this is true...
24. He will hate a nation that initially will have some control over his kingdom, but he will destroy this nation [Rev 17:16-18]
Obama: Israel?
25. He will appear to survive a fatal injury [Rev. 13:3; 17:8]
Obama: Everyone thought his campaign was "dead" before Iowa.
26. His name will be related to the number six hundred and sixty six [Rev 13:17-18].
Was born in Chicago zip code: 60606
27. He will be empowered by the devil himself [Rev. 13:2]
Nominated by democratic party.
UPDATE! Matthew 5:34 CLEARLY STATES THAT OBAMA "COMETH OF EVIL"
Obama insisted on taking the oath of office TWICE! Why is he so obsessed with oath-taking? Read Matthew chapter five, in which Jesus clearly says that oath-taking is "evil":
33 Again, ye have heard that it hath been said by them of old time, Thou shalt not forswear thyself, but shalt perform unto the Lord thine oaths: 34 But I say unto you, Swear not at all; neither by heaven; for it is God's throne: 35 Nor by the earth; for it is his footstool: neither by Jerusalem; for it is the city of the great King. 36 Neither shalt thou swear by thy head, because thou canst not make one hair white or black. 37 But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil.

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I’M SORRY… THAT YOU SUCK

And here I go again. I feel like I need to apologize…. People seem to be easily offended over nothing. And it totally seems like people would rather bitch at what is wrong with their lives or what is wrong in this world instead of doing something about it. So I’m going to apologize….

I’m sorry that I didn’t have a fucked up childhood like you did. Yeah I know it’s weird that I can research all this fetish stuff online and yet I had a wonderful childhood. My daddy wasn’t a drunk, and my mommy never beat me, and no uncle ever touched me.. So look elsewhere, when you are trying to explain me and what I say or do.

I’m sorry you have to beg for followers and friends. I personally don’t care if people follow me on twitter or send me friend requests on Facebook. I’m completely satisfied with the number of real life people that actually knew me in high school, and not to mention, I am perfectly satisfied with the number of people that I have strictly for the purpose of Farmville. (Don’t give me no shit, about that game. Its addictive. Just shut up and send me a gift.) Unlike your attention starved ass, people have to go online and put #followback or “follow me and I follow back” on their twitter posts. And it is so damn annoying. And those usually are the same people who get upset about losing a few followers. Really? Someone doesn’t like what you have to say and you start bitching? wow.

I’m sorry I’m an american who totally utilizes her right to free speech. Yes, I say some fucked up twisted things sometimes, but dammit, it’s my american right. And yeah, America is looking bad in the media lately but that doesn’t mean I’m jumping ship and becoming Canadian anytime soon.

I’m sorry I have common sense. And I use it every day. I’m sorry. Now a days it seems like people are ignoring this simple and easy to follow sixth sense, if you will. There is something inside all of us that tells us when we shouldn’t do things. However, some of us decide that they don’t have to listen. Because we all know that drinking and driving has always proved safe, right?

I’m sorry you mistake my sarcasm for sincerity.(Mainly because you don’t know what sarcasm means…) Because you ARE a genius. And yes you ARE totally my type.

I’m sorry my parents love me. Yep, I’m pretty much spoiled. And they’ve always supported me. That means, I’m a bitch because people irritate me and not because my parents didn’t love me.

I’m sorry I don’t’ do drugs and I think you’re disgusting for doing them. Seriously, do I even have to go further. Drugs are gross, and they make you look gross. Why on earth would you PAY for something that gives you insomnia, makes you pick at your face, and you become physically addicted to the point that you can’t function without it? Ugh! Yuck. Battery acid does the same thing to your body and I don’t see you rushing to snort that… Or maybe you are… I don’t know what the kids are snorting these days.

I’m sorry I love my children. ??? How dare I show them affection and put them before myself? I’m sorry for not being like you selfish sperm and egg donors. Because I don’t use my children as a means to get people to visit me, I don’t beat them, and I’ve NEVER left them by themselves to go  out and party.

I’m sorry I don’t speak your language. Considering this is AMERICA, I didn’t think it was necessary for ME to speak 100 different languages just to be able to  get shit done in a supermarket.

I’m sorry I just don’t like Justin Bieber. I just don’t I understand it. My kids love him, but whatever.

I’m sorry I find Family Guy fucking hilarious. I really don’t need you judging me or giving me your opinion on the show when a) you don’t watch it b) you repeatedly ask if they can understand the baby  and c)you don’t understand the pop culture references. And yes, I’m an awful parent because my kids watch it and they think it’s hilarious, too.

I’m sorry you have a stick up your ass. My ass is empty, go ahead and check. It 2011 and pretty much the internet has unleashed a bunch of knowledge upon us. And we can access whatever we want. Everyone should be open about everything now because “not knowing” isn’t an acceptable excuse anymore. And everyone is pretty much mixed with some other race. Pretty soon we will all be porn watching, spam deleting, gay marriage supporting, butter-scotch complexion having fools. Yep I said it.

I guess what I’m saying is that I’m sorry you suck. I’m sorry that you are so bitter that you have to ruin the lives of other people around you. Instead of doing good or being happy for others, you would rather create groups, chats, fake facebook accounts, etc., all just to tell people how much you hate them. Wow. I’m sorry you suck, your life sucks, and you have no friends. I’m sorry that I fucking kick ass! LOL

Love Always.

AN EROTIC ENCOUNTER

Erotic Encounter

As I walk into the room, your eyes move slowly up and down my silhouette. You can’t tell what I’m wearing, but you know it can’t be much. As I near the bed, the candlelight reveals me to you. You were right; a black lace corset, matching thong and thigh highs: your favorite.
I gingerly set one high heel clad foot onto the bed and your eyes widened. The thong was even better than you imagined; it was the crotch-less pair. You reach out to touch, but I back away, smirking at you. You immediately grin back and get up to start chasing me. “whoa big boy” I tease as I push you back onto the bed.
I put my lips near yours, then pull away at the last second. You grab my face to force me to kiss you, but I win the fight and get away. “stop teasing” you whimper. I look over my shoulder at you and slowly bend over to take off my shoe.
You can’t handle this tantalizing view so you reach out and grab my ass. This time I don’t pull away; I moan in anticipation. I kick off the second shoe and tackle you onto your back, hungrily kissing you. You can tell my breathing has already increased, but you don’t know I’m already wet for you.
You want to be deep inside me, but you know I want more first. You reach down to slide your finger inside me and I arc my back to meet you. “oh god” I moan. You slide another one in and I grab your arm in urgency. Your pinky starts to wander and I moan with delight. “rub it” I whisper and you are happy to obey.
Soon my anus is the focus of your concentration. I can’t get enough and am already to explode, except you keep taking me to the brink and then backing off. “quit… fucking… teasing… me” I pant.
But then you completely stop, and grin, and roll onto your back with a sigh. “Oh no you fucking don’t” I grasp your shoulder and pull you back on top of me, simultaneously thrusting my tongue into your mouth. I know you can’t hold out on me too much longer so I let my hand saunter lower… and lower.
I can’t help but let a moan escape my lips as soon as I have your cock in my hand. “I need you now” I whisper between staggered breaths. You grab my hands and pin them to the bed above my head. Using your teeth, you untie the corset and pull it down to expose my full breasts. Fervently you take my breast into your mouth, it is too much for me and I scream out in pleasure “fuck me”
I hadn’t even finished the words before I felt you enter me, oh so deep. Already at the brink of heaven, I’m ready, but holding back, making you work. You know I’m almost there and throw my feet over your head, thrusting deeper and deeper into me. I can’t stop swearing and know I can’t hold out much longer.
“oh I’m gonna cum… I’m gonna cum… oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck…” My toes curl, my fists clench, my back arcs, my eyes close. Sigh
You immediately pull me on top of you and I am just as eager to please you. My breasts bounce up and down with each of my thrusts, you join in and I’m almost ready to explode again. “fuck! I’m gonna cum again” you grin and start going faster, and faster… I can’t hold out and scream out with pleasure at my release.
Impatiently you pick me up while we were still joined and sat down at the edge of the bed. Excitedly I spun around. This was my favorite. I leaned forward so you could play with my anus. “stick it in” I whisper as I gain momentum. Faster and faster I go until I can hardly take it. “I want you to cum with me this time”
I stand up and throw myself onto the bed, pulling you along with me. You don’t miss a beat before thrusting your being deep within me again. I moan and scream your name. You know you are close so you go faster, and harder… “cum with me baby” I murmur. You feel it coming and pull out to move up and straddle my stomach. My mouth is already open, waiting for your cock to enter it. As it enters, I can feel it throbbing; you are moaning but I’m floating away into my own oblivion as I explode yet again. You only add to my bliss by joining me with your own eruption into my mouth and onto my face. As I fall back to the bed, I sigh with fulfillment and lick my lips.

UPCOMING HORROR MOVIES AND RELEASE DATES

• We Are What We Are

  Fri, February 18, 2011 (VOD)

• Psych: 9

  Tue, February 22, 2011 (DVD)

• Rubber

  Fri, February 25, 2011 (VOD)

• 51

  Sat, February 26, 2011 (SyFy)

• The Bleeding

  Tue, March 1, 2011 (DVD)

• Red Riding Hood

  Fri, March 11, 2011

• Scream of the Banshee

  Sat, March 26, 2011 (SyFy)

• Husk

  Tue, March 29, 2011 (DVD)

• Prowl

  Tue, March 29, 2011 (DVD)

• The Resident

  Tue, March 29, 2011 (DVD)

• Mother's Day

  Fri, April 1, 2011

• Insidious

  Fri, April 1, 2011

• Heartless

  Tue, April 12, 2011 (DVD)

• Scream 4

  Fri, April 15, 2011

• Apollo 18

  Fri, April 22, 2011

• Stake Land

  Fri, April 22, 2011 (Limited)

• Chawz

  Tue, April 26, 2011 (DVD)

• Dylan Dog: Dead of Night

  Fri, April 29, 2011

• The Violent Kind

  Tue, May 10, 2011 (DVD)

• Priest

  Fri, May 13, 2011

• Don't Be Afraid of the Dark

  Fri, August 12, 2011

• Fright Night

  Fri, August 19, 2011

• Final Destination 5

  Fri, August 26, 2011

• Untitled 3D Shark Thriller

  Fri, September 2, 2011

• Piranha 3DD

  Fri, September 16, 2011

• Dream House

  Fri, September 30, 2011

• The Thing

  Fri, October 14, 2011

• The Apparition

  Fri, October 21, 2011

• Paranormal Activity 3

  Fri, October 21, 2011

• Dibbuk Box

  Fri, October 28, 2011

• The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn

  Fri, November 18, 2011

• Underworld 4: New Dawn

  Fri, January 20, 2012

• Ghost Rider: Spirit of Vengeance

  Fri, February 17, 2012

• Hansel and Gretel: Witch Hunters

  Fri, March 2, 2012

• Prometheus

  Fri, June 8, 2012

• Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter

  Fri, June 22, 2012

What’s Free today on Itunes…

FREE STUFF TODAY ON WWW.ITUNES.COM TODAY!

Free on www.itunes.com today:  Farely Legal (pilot episode), Undercoverboss episode, and Fitz and the tantrum (music video), Randy Montana (free track.) Enjoy your free stuff guys!

Love Always

JUST LIKE A PILL (PINK)

I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me
I think I took too much
I'm crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun
I can't stay on your life support, there's a
shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me
itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill
I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help
I can't stay on your life support, there's a
shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me
itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill
I can't stay on your life support, there's a
shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me
itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes
being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me
ill
You keep makin' me ill

DE TARDES NEGRAS… (DEDICATED TO “YOU”)

"Tardes Negras"
Y volveran los angeles
A despertarse con tu cafè
Pasarà distraida la noticia de nosotros
Y dicen que me servirà
Lo que no mata fuerza te da
Mientras pasa el sonido de tu voz por la tele
Por la radio y el telefono
Resonarà tu adios
De tardes negras
Que no hay tiempo
Ni espacio
Y nadie nunca entenderà
Quedarte puedes
Porque la vida duele
Duele demasiado aqui sin ti
Aqui yo estoy y tu no estas
Y me distrae la publicidad
Entre horarios y el trafico
Trabajo y pienso en ti
Entre puerta y telefono
Tu foto me hablarà
De tardes negras
Que no hay tiempo
Ni espacio
Y nadie nunca entenderà
Quedarte puedes
Porque la vida duele
Duele demasiado aqui sin ti
Y lucho contra el silencio hablando con el
Y he limado tu ausencia solo junto a mis brazos
Y si me quieras tu ya no me veras
Si menos me quieras yo mas estarè alli
Y si me quieras tu ya no me veras
Y menos me quieras yo mas estarè alli
Y mas estarè alli, alli, alli
Lo juro....
De tardes negras
Que no hay tiempo
Ni espacio
Y nadie nunca entenderà
Quedarte puedes
Porque la vida duele
Duele demasiado aqui sin ti

WATCH DEATHNOTE ANIMATED MOVIES…

HERE YOU CAN WATCH THE TWO ANIMATED DEATHNOTE MOVIES.

1) DEATHNOTE REWRITE: VISUALIZING GOD

***CLICK HERE TO WATCH THE FIRST DEATHNOTE MOVIE***

2) DEATHNOTE REWRITE 2: L’S SUCCESSORS

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LOVE ALWAYS.

DEATH: A BEAUTIFUL EXPLANATION

~DEATH~
WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO EXPLAIN IT ..

A sick man turned to his doctor as he was preparing to

Leave the examination room and said,  

'Doctor, I am afraid to die.  

Tell me what lies on the other side.'  

Very quietly, the doctor said, 'I don't know..'  

'You don't know?  You're, a Christian man,  

And don't know what's on the other side?'  

The doctor was holding the handle of the door;  

On the other side came a sound of scratching and whining,  

And as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room  

And leaped on him with an eager show of gladness.  

Turning to the patient, the doctor said,  

'Did you notice my dog?  

He's never been in this room before.  

He didn't know what was inside.  

He knew nothing except that his master was here,  

And when the door opened,  he sprang in without fear.  

I know little of what is on the other side of death,  

But I do know one thing...  

I know my Master is there and that is enough.' 

WTF!!??? I HOPE THIS GUY IS GAY>>

Gotta Give Thanks Again…. (Fuck You's)

I’ve written a thank you letter before dedicated to the complete idiots that help make our life better. So I’ve decided to write another thank you letter…. If you didn’t like the first one, you might not like this one. Chances are if you didn’t like the first one, you were part of the list or felt that I was directing it to you. All I have to say to that is, if the shoe fits….

1. Thank you to all the blatant racism that is flooding the media. And people are ok with that. Yes, even though some stereotypes come from truth, they are still racist. Is everyone really ok with racist characters like Dig’Em Smacks Frog or Aunt Jemima?

2. Thanks for douche bags of these Jersey based reality shows. I’ve always thought you were over injected, brainless, orange douche bags, but thanks to “reality shows” I’ve found out much more about you guys… Like that you like lots of hair gel and you are embarrassing to any REAL Italian family.

3. Thank you to the all the writers and editors of every “reality show.” Have you even stopped to ask yourself why reality shows need writers and editors? Because reality is fucking boring, that’s why.

4. Thanks to my Ex boyfriends for being an example…  An example of what I DON’T WANT in my life. I’m looking for the exact opposite of what you are.

5. Thank you to the selfish immigrants of Arizona for fucking it up for the other immigrants who just want to be left alone so they can clean our houses and be nannies. Seriously, you guys really need to listen to yourselves. You enter our country illegally, refuse to assimilate, drive illegally, accept our aid while bashing our country, but you’re demanding driver’s licenses and other goodies? WTF! You guy are straight up criminals. That’s like me breaking into a house, eating up their shit, bitching that they don’t have milk, then waking the homeowners up to ask for a ride home. 

6. Thank you to rappers for being a constant reminder of why I don’t want my daughters to date guys like you. “Have a baby by me, be a millionaire…”  I don’t think so 50 Cent.

7. I would like to thank Kat Stacks for being the example how I will work extra hard to keep my daughters off the pole. It’s bitches like you that disgust me. You have no pride or self worth. But hey, being a whore is your thing. So you go ahead and own it.

8. I cannot forget the thank the ever vigilant Activists and Activists Wannnabes, off somewhere sticking their nose in someone else’s business. There are problems here that we need to solve. There are homeless veterans of wars, and you really want me to sit and listen to you blab about how a cow is being mistreated somewhere in Tibet? Or how the Red Assed Baboon might go hungry because it won’t eat a certain type of fruit? Bitch please. How about I eat you instead of the cow, and then take the money you were collecting and give it to that starving homeless veteran you just walked passed.

9. Oh yeah I almost forgot those dumb ass parents who don’t take the time to educate their kids or teach them simple common courtesy or common sense. You want to do so much, so the tv becomes the babysitter and now your media induced psycho that you are breeding at home in the living room is going to be attending the same school as my daughters. Thanks for that.

10. Thank you to all you two-faced fake ass people that call yourself friends. OMG! If I have to have another “why me” conversation with someone I’m going to flip. Bitch you know why you. You really don’t want to hear the answer. But I’m gonna tell them to you anyway. No, he wasn’t gay, he just wasn’t into you. You’re single because you value the almighty dollar bill over his personality. You’re also a bitch, and not the good kind either.

11. Thank you to all those single bitches with unrealistic false expectations. “I want him to love me for me.” No you don’t bitch, that’s why he’s never seen you in sweats, you wake up extra early to put on make up, he’s never seen you without your make up, and you dye your hair the moment a gray hair pops up. “I want someone who listens” Why? Who wants to listen to you bitch and gossip about the people you call your friends. Who wants to listen to you gab all day and night about “reality” tv shows and lip gloss. Trust me, if you had ANYTHING interesting to say, he would listen.

Wooo! I said a moutfull huh? Crap. I might get some mean emails on this one! LOL It’s ok, some things just gotta be said!

Love Always.

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TIME FOR ME TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS!

   I’ve been so  bored lately…. I’m really trying hard not to get into trouble. But I really can’t help it. Thank god for the wonderful crazy people in my life that I have adopted at friends, thank god for HULU and Netflix, and thank god for people who are crazier than me to keep me entertained. There has been so much craziness that I don’t even know where to begin. So I will start off with some questions that I’ve been asked…

Where have I been? Why weren’t blogs posted? Well, folks, I do have a personal life. I’m not chained to my computer. Ha! That actually made me laugh! I don’t got much of a personal life, mainly because I hate people and I hate the real world.

Why did I start growing my hair back? Actually it’s not permanent. I just want to see how long I can grow it before I get sick of it.

Can I have nude pics of you? No, not for free anyway.

Do I have a boyfriend? No, I can’t stand people most of the time. And the thing about having a boyfriend is that they are worse than kids and puppies. At least with kids and puppies they eventually grow up and leave. I’m just kidding. I just don’t want one right now. I’m having fun being myself and exploring the world.

What’s my favorite fetish? I actually have a foot and shoe fetish. Duh! Have you not read any of my blogs.

Am I a lesbian? No, I hate women. Sounds weird, I know, being that I am a girl. But women gossip too much and like to start too much drama. Besides I could never imagine dating another woman like me, I might kill that sarcastic bitch in her sleep.

Would it be possible to get a pair of your panties? No, not for free! Dammit make me an offer and I will mail you some. LOL.

Do you speak any languages besides English? Yes, I speak spanish and sarcasm fluently. Gets me into LOTS of trouble.

What’s your favorite type of drink? ALCOHOL. I love Tequila and vodkas. But if you’re offering to buy me a drink I will take anything that doesn’t have roofies in it or “gay-juice” in it.

What’s your bra size? 36C, but when I get my boob  job I want Double D’s. Stripper size. In fact, that’s exactly what I’m gonna tell the surgeon. “Hey doc give me the size that will earn me the most tips while on stage!”

What kind of guys do I date? Judging from my ex boyfriends, apparantly only assholes.

Can I please have nude pics of you? You are a persistant bastard!

What your nationality? I’m made out of 100% pure milk chocolate and caramel. But if I absolutely had to check a box, I guess it would be black.

I’m outside your window. Wait…. that wasn’t a question.

Why do I shave my head? Mainly because I’m a neurotic, anxious, basket case.  And I love the shape of my head.

My boyfriend is cheating on me, what should I do? Umm… Leave him, sounds like a plan to me.

I’m cheating on my girlfriend, what should I do? Dude, she knows. She emailed me yesterday.

What are your hobbies? Blogging, stalking, sexual harassment, tech stuff, computers, and my Xbox 360 who is named Edgar.

I’m in your closet…. Wait, You just said you were outside my window!

Well, I think that’s enough questions for today. Hope I answered your question, and if I didn’t it doesn’t mean I don’t like you… Yes it does, actually. Just kidding.

Love Always.

URBAN DICTIONARY: RULE 34

RULE 34 MEANS: Generally accepted internet rule that states that pornography or sexually related material exists for any conceivable subject. Additionally it is accepted that the rule itself has limitations and you cannot be too specific on the content of the item in question. Most commonly used on various message boards for various reasons, from humor to cruelty.

SIMPLY PUT: If it exists, there is porn of it.

DIRTY JOKES…

    OK SO I’M SITTING HERE FEELING BORED AND WHEN I GET BORED I USUALLY GET IN TROUBLE. SO RIGHT NOW I’M LOOKING UP SO DIRTY JOKES. IT’S EITHER I DO THAT OR I BEAT UP SOMEONE. SERIOUSLY, WHEN I SAY THAT I GET IN TROUBLE WHEN I’M BORED, I MEAN IT. IT’S  NOT PRETTY. SO HERE ARE SOME JOKES THAT ARE SURE TO KEEP YOU ENTERTAINED.

1)HOW TO MAKE A WOMAN SCREAM

There were these three guys outside of a bar. There was a black guy, a white guy, and a chinese guy. They all had been in the bar before and saw this gorgious women.
Well they made a bet to see who could make the woman scream.
The black guy goes in a comes out and the women is laughing, and then the white guys goes in, well after he comes out she is laughing even harder.
The chinese guy goes in and a after a few minutes she is screaming bloody murder. Then he comes out, and the other two guys said how did you do that, and the chinese guy goes "Me chinese, me play trick, me put hot sauce on my dick.”

 

2) PSYCHIATRIST OBSERVATIONS

A psychiatrist was conducting a group therapy session with three young mothers and their small children.
"You all have obsessions," he observed.
To the first mother, he said, "You are obsessed with eating. You've even named your daughter Candy."
He turned to the second mom. "Your obsession is money. Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny."
At this point, the third mother got up, took her little boy by the hand and whispered, "Come on, Dick, let's go."

3) AN ODE TO ORAL SEX

Penis breath, a lover's dread
Is what you get when you give head
Unpleasant as it tends to be
Be grateful that he doesn't pee
It's times like this, you wonder why
you bothered reaching for his fly
But it's too late, can't be a tease
Accept the facts, get on your knees
You know you've got a job to do
So open wide and shove it through
Lick the tip then take it all
Don't drag your teeth or he might bawl
Slide up and down, use your tongue
And feel the precum start to run
So when the fuck's he gonna cum
Just, when you can't take anymore
You hear your lover's mighty roar
And when he hits that real high note
You feel it oozing down your throat
Salty, fishy, sticky, yuck!y stuff
Okay, already that's enough
Let's switch you say, before you gag
And what's your revenge, your on the rag.

4) CONDOM SLOGANS

1. Cover your stump before you hump
2. Before you attack her, wrap your whacker
3. Don't be silly, protect your willy
4. When in doubt, shroud your spout
5. Don't be a loner, cover your boner
6. You can't go wrong if you shield your dong
7. If you're not going to sack it, go home and whack it
8. If you think she's spunky, cover your monkey
9. If you slip between her thighs, be sure to condomize
10. It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter
11. She won't get sick if you wrap your dick
12. If you go into heat, package your meat
13. While you're undressing venus, dress up your penis
14. When you take off her pants and blouse, slip up your trouser mouse
15. Especially in December, gift wrap your member
16. Never, never deck her with an unwrapped pecker
17. Don't be a fool, vulcanize your tool
18. The right selection will protect your erection
19. Wrap it in foil before checking her oil
20. A crank with armor will never harm her
21. No glove, no love

5) LETTUCE AND TOMATOES

One night a man and woman went to his house to have sex when he stopped her to say "I still live with my parents and me and my brother share bunk beds so if you want to change positions say "lettuce" and if you want to go faster say "tomatoes"
So they were getting it on and she was screaming "lettuce, lettuce, tomatoes, lettuce, tomatoes, tomatoes"
Suddenly the younger brother (on the bottom bunk) said
"Could you stop making sandwiches your getting mayonnaise on me"!

6) THE STUCK VIBRATOR

A lady called her gynecologist, and asked for an "emergency" appointment. The receptionist said to come right in. She rushed to the office, and was ushered right into an examination room. The doctor came into the exam room and asked about her problem.
She was very shy about her emergency problem, and asked the gynecologist to please examine her vagina.
So the doctor started to examine her. He stuck up his head after completing his examination. "I'm sorry, Miss," he said, "but removing that vibrator is going to involve a very lengthy , delicate and expensive surgical operation."
"I'm not sure I can afford it," sighed the young woman. "But while I am here could you just replace the batteries? "

7) WHERE BABIES COME FROM

One afternoon a little girl excitedly approached her mother, and announced that she had learned where babies come from at school that day. Amused, her mother replied, "Really, sweetie? Why don't you tell me all about it?"
The little girl explained, "Well... OK... the mommy and daddy take off all of their clothes, and the daddy's thing sort of stands up, and the mommy puts it in her mouth, and then it sort of explodes, and that's where babies come from."
Her mom shook her head, leaned over to meet her eye to eye, and said, "Oh, honey, that's sweet, but that's not where babies come from. That's where jewelry comes from."

8) THE STUPIDITY TEST

1. The clitoris is a type of flower.
True or False
2. A pubic hair is a wild rabbit.
True or False
3. Spread Eagle is an extinct bird.
True or False
4. Vagina is a medical term used to describe a Heart Attack.
True or False
5. A menstrual cycle has three wheels.
True or False
6. A G-string is part of a fiddle.
True or False
7. Semen is a term for sailors.
True or False
8. Anus is a Latin term for yearly.
True or False
9. Testicles are found on an Octopus.
True or False
10. Asphalt describes rectal problems.
True or False
11. KOTEX is a radio station in Cincinnati.
True or False
12. Masturbate is used to catch large fish.
True or False
13. Coitus is a musical instrument.
True or False
14. Fetus is a character on Gunsmoke.
True or False
15. An umbilical cord is part of a parachute.
True or False
16. A condom is a large apartment complex.
True or False
17. An orgasm is a person who accompanies a church choir.
True or False
18. A diaphragm is a drawing in geometry.
True or False
19. A dildo is a variety of sweet pickle.
True or False
20. An erection is when Japanese people vote.
True or False
21. A lesbian is a person from the Middle East.
True or False
22. Sodomy is a special land of fast growing grass.
True or False
23. Pornography is the business of making records.
True or False
24. Genitals are people of non-Jewish origin.
True or False

If you Answered TRUE to any of these questions, you are stupid!

 

9) SEX FOR FOOD

There once was three guys who didn't have any money. or any food.
They had been stealing food for the past couple of days and still weren't satisfied.
One guy finally said ,"Wouldn't it be better to ask for food instead of stealing it ?"
They all agreed so one day they went up to this house and rang the door bell . An old lady answered .
They asked her for food . She said she would only give them food if they slept with her .
The first guy refused and so did the second, but the third guy was so hungry that he agreed.
She took him into her barn and said to get started.
He said he wanted to blindfold her and she agreed because she was so desperate.
Once blindfolded he took a piece of corn and started fucking her with it. He threw that piece of corn out the barn window and took another piece of corn and started fucking her with that one.
Afterwards she fed him like she said she would and he left .
The two other guys told him they couldn't believe he had done that for food, especially since they had found free corn around the side of the barn…

10) THE CREATION OF A PUSSY

Seven wise men with knowledge so fine,
created a pussy to their design.
First was a butcher,
with smart wit,
using a knife,
he gave it a slit,
Second was a carpenter,
strong and bold,
with a hammer and chisel,
he gave it a hole,
Third was a tailor,
tall and thin,
by using red velvet,
he lined it within,
Fourth was a hunter,
short and stout,
with a piece of fox fur,
he lined it without,
Fifth was a fisherman,
nasty as hell,
threw in a fish and gave it a smell,
Sixth was a preacher,
whose name was McGee,
he touched it and blessed it,
and said it could pee,
Last was a sailor,
dirty little runt,
he sucked it and fucked it,
and called it a cunt.

 

THOSE WERE SOME DIRTY JOKES HUH? YEAH, I THINK THE LAST ONE WAS ONE OF MY FAVORITES! IT WAS PRETTY DIRTY. I HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT!

LOVE ALWAYS!

Foot Worshipers International

     I found this really cool website while I was looking through some really interesting groups on Facebook. (www.facebook.com) I didn’t know there were so many groups devoted to different kinds of fetishes! I can honestly tell you that I will be on Facebook for a very long time looking at these groups. But one group, totally caught my eye. It was a group for foot worshipers. And they actually have a website about how beautiful a woman’s feet are. Us as women spend so much money, time, and effort on our feet. It’s it time we get the appreciation that we deserve? If we totaled all the money we have spent on pedicures and shoes alone in our lifetime, we probably could have bought a condo!! These website can tell you how to get your woman to let you worship her feet. (It’s about damn time, if don’t say so myself.) Check it out.  I encourage the women to check it out too because it nice to get a foot massage after a long days work. It can also help you get your hubby to pay some close attention to those well pedicured toes and those precious pampered feet.  Here’s the site: http://www.footworshipinternational.com/starthere.html

Love Always.

I WON’T GIVE A FRIEND RELATIONSHIP ADVICE. NEVER.

“With your feet on the air and your head on the ground, try this trick and spin it….”-Pixies…

 

     I love this song. It’s my “go to” song. I’ve listened to it a thousand times. It’s the song I use when I need to get some thinking done. You know, when I need to flex that mind muscle sitting in my skull cavity. I’ve been so busy trying to help my friends and their problems. And it has had somewhat allowed me to put some many things into prospective. You never really know the answer to your own problems until someone you know is going through the same thing. And then all of a sudden you become Buddah. Seriously.

     For the last week I’ve been dealing with all kinds of issues with my friends and family. But I haven’t blogged about it. Instead I’ve had long conversations with my best friend. And it has become so clear to me that everyone I know is fucking crazy.  LOL There are some things that I will not give advice on or get involved with. Relationships are one of them. I will listen to your problems but please don’t ask me to tell you what to do. Because you and I both know that you will do what you want, regardless of what advice that I give. Also, with relationships, there are always two sides to every story, and believe me, both sides will VARY so much. And unless you were a fly on the wall when the argument or the situation happened, chances are you won’t be getting the whole story!! Sometimes bits and pieces are left out by accident, and, of course, bits and pieces are added to make their story better than the other’s story. Hey, if you need a shoulder to cry on, I will be there, but please don’t ask me what to do when it comes to a major decision regarding your relationship.

     I’ve learned that when it comes a friend calling me telling me that they’ve discovered a spouse cheating, I will always hear the story about why the Cheater cheated. And not once have I heard a good reason to cheat. Not once. If you feel you need to be with someone else then you need to break up with the person you are with. And it doesn’t make any sense to stay with someone who you hate so much or who hates you. Why would you subject yourself to violence, hate or disrespect. Cheating doesn’t make the situation better, it only complicates things. Plus, your friend is likely to get back with that person, especially if it’s a long term relationship. They have history together, and are more likely to forgive the person in a few days or so. Most people that call for your advice really just want you to agree with them. ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY CALL ABOUT THEIR RELATIONSHIP. No one really wants to hear the truth.

     So, do you REALLY want my advice? DON’T GET INVOLVED IN OTHER PEOPLE’S RELATIONSHIP. It only goes bad, and if you choose a side, you’ve already drawn battle lines in the sand. Inevitably, the other person that you don’t side with is going to have hurt feelings and possibly blame you for some of their problems. Plus they can turn on you real quick. I once told someone that they should leave an abusive relationship if they think that’s the right thing for them, and next thing you know I’ve got the Boyfriend calling and texting me blaming me for his Girlfriend leaving. Fuck that he beat the crap out of her and took her valuables! She ended up going back to him after a week, and she even blamed me for putting the idea in her, even though she was the one who mentioned it to me in the first place. So, I’ve learned my lesson. And that lesson is: DON’T GIVE YOUR FRIENDS RELATIONSHIP ADVICE.

Love always.