Yeah.. I got the license! Thanks for asking.

     Ok…So I ended up getting my license and I’m really stoked about it. And for those of you that don’t know, I’ve had brain surgery and a stroke, and it prevented me from getting my license. (Along with several other obstacles…) I feel really good about it. I’m proud of myself because I just knew something else would go horribly wrong and prevent me from getting it. I always expect the worse. (That way when something good happens, you get to enjoy it better…) Surprisingly everything went great. There was nothing on my license from the court like I was told, the 18 question DMV test was easy (except for the one or two tricky ones), and I got my license! I’m still kind of reeling from how quick and easy it was. Actually, I prayed and thank god for it. Because it is always nice to have something go right for a change, especially when it’s something you’ve really wanted and worked hard to achieve. After so much stressful stuff has happened to me lately, I really was happy to see the silver lining that everyone is always talking about.  Yay for me. I’m not in a rush to get a car, but it’s good to know that I can buy one and be able to drive it. Also, it can put on applications that I have a valid DL, and you would be surprised how many applications actually ask for it! I can also rent a car now and take my kids to more places, and that is ultimately what I want. Anyways, I just wanted to write what was on my mind.

Love Always.

EMOTION EVOKING VIDS!

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I'M GETTING MY LICENSE!

     So I’ve been waiting for this day. I’m going to get my Driver’s License. It’s been so long since I’ve driven a car. I’m so excited. I have to get some things straightened out at court before I can renew it. Hopefully it will go well. After my brain surgery, I was scared to drive for fear that I would have some sort of seizure, crash into 50 cars, then the cars would burst into a wall of flames killing several people and myself thus causing my children to be sad orphans. (We’ve already established that I’m not right in the head.) The anxiety is killing me, but I think I should be fine…. Who am I kidding? I’m freakin out here man. I’m so damn nervous. I called and they said I would only need to renew it and not take the driving test. But knowing my luck I will probably have to take some sort of on the spot driving test that I don’t even know about.  I’ve gotta look at the positive. I miss the times when I used to take my daughters to all these different places. We used to be so free. And there were some really great roadtrips that I took with my BD, “R” because he didn’t care he would drive anywhere, and I slept or watched the scenery. He is pressuring me to get my license, but he isn’t the only one though. Everyone liked it when I would drive.  Now, the only thing I need is to win the lotto so I can buy that 1965 Cherry Red Mustang or even "Elenor"! ( Yeah, I just made a GONE IN 60 SECONDS reference. I you don't know, Google it bitch!) Oh of course I can end up with some weird stroke of luck and find someone who wants to trade a paperclip for a car. That would be freakin sweet! Anyway, wish me luck y’all…
Love Always.

Rihanna - Take A Bow

RZA feat. Monk & Thea Van Seijen - Try Ya Ya Ya

WHY? JADA KISS

"Why"
(feat. Anthony Hamilton)
[Jadakiss]
Aha
It's dat real
Yo, why is Jadakiss as hard as it gets
Why is the industry designed to keep the artist in debt
And why them dudes ain't ridin' if there part of your set
And why they never get it poppin' but they party to death
Yea, and why they gon give you life for a murder
Turn around only give you eight months for a burner, it's goin down
Why they sellin' niggaz CD's for under a dime
If it's all love daddy why you come wit your nine
Why my niggaz ain't get that cake
Why is a brother up North better than Jordan
That ain't get that break
Why you ain't stackin' instead of tryin' to be fly
Why is rattin' at an all time high
Why are you even alive
Why they kill Tupac n' Chris
Why at the bar you ain't take straight shots instead of poppin Crist'
Why them bullets have to hit that door
Why did Kobe have to hit that raw
Why he kiss that whore
Why
[Chorus: Anthony Hamilton]
All that I been givin'
Is this thing that I've been living
They got me in the system
Why they gotta do me like that
Try'd to make it my way
But got sent up on the highway
Why, oh why
Why they gotta do me like that
[Jadakiss]
Why would niggaz push pounds and powder
Why did bush knock down the towers
Why you around them cowards
Why Aaliyah have to take that flight
Why my nigga D ain't pull out his Ferrari
Why he take that bike
Why they gotta open your package and read your mail
Why they stop lettin' niggaz get degreez in jail
Why you gotta do eighty-five percent of your time
And why do niggaz lie in eighty-five percent of they rhymes
Why a nigga always want what he can't have
Why I can't come through in the pecan Jag
Why did crack have to hit so hard
Even though it's almost over
Why niggaz can't get no jobs
Why they come up wit the witness protection
Why they let the terminator win the election
Come on, pay attention
Why sell in the stores what you can sell in the streets
Why I say the hottest shit but we sellin' the least
[Chorus]
[Jadakiss]
Uh, yea, yo
Why Halle have to let a white man pop her to get a Oscar
Why Denzel have to be crooked before he took it
Why they didn't make the CL6 wit a clutch
And if you don't smoke why the hell you reachin' for my dutch
Why rap, cause I need air time
Why be on the curb wit a "why lie I need a beer" sign
Why all the young niggaz is dyin'
Cause they moms at work, they pops is gone, they livin' wit iron
Why they ain't give us a cure for aids
Why my diesel have fiends in the spot on the floor for days
Why you screamin' like it's slug, it's only the hawk
Why my buzz in L.A. ain't like it is in New York
Why you forcin' you to be hard
Why ain't you a thug by choice
Why the whole world love my voice
Why try to tell 'em that it's the flow son
And you know why they made the new twenties
Cause I got all my old ones
That's why
[Chorus]

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IN THE SPIRIT OF HALLOWEEN: THE SEARCH FOR THE NEXT ELVIRA

     DON’T GIVE ME NO SHIT ABOUT THIS ONE. I LOVE ELVIRA. I’VE ALWAYS WANTED TO MEET HER BECAUSE I THOUGHT SHE WAS FUNNY AND SHE HAD A GREAT SET OF BOOBS. I HAPPEN TO HAVE FOUND THIS GEM OF A REALITY SHOW ON HULU. LOL THOUGHT I WOULD GIVE IT A TRY.
http://www.hulu.com/the-search-for-the-next-elvira
ALSO YOU CAN CHECK OUT HER TV SHOW SHE USED TO DO CALLED ELVIRA’S MOVIE MACABRE. I USED TO LOVE THIS SHOW.
http://www.hulu.com/elviras-movie-macabre
AGAIN, YOU ARE WELCOME.
LOVE ALWAYS.