Things that are on my mind. Mostly things I think about when I'm staying up at night.... The dawn is your enemy
Saturday, March 9, 2013
DHS Entering Veterans Homes Citing Copyright Violation-Then Search For Weapons?!
Article found on BEORE IT'S NEWS
Here is the link directly to the article:
http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2013/03/dhs-entering-veterans-homes-siting-copyright-violation-then-search-for-weapons-2588264.html
Aliens Take Samples of Semen and Ovule from human abductees for their genetic experiments.
This article can be found at:
http://beforeitsnews.com/beyond-science/2013/03/aliens-take-samples-of-semen-and-ovule-from-human-abductees-for-their-genetic-experiments-2441154.html
IS AMERICA ON ON THE BRINK OF A CIVIL WAR?
http://beforeitsnews.com/alternative/2013/03/is-america-on-the-brink-of-civil-war-2588788.html
THE "OTHER" ALIEN AUTOPSY
Please read this article I found on BEFORE IT'S NEWS.
http://beforeitsnews.com/paranormal/2013/03/the-other-alien-autopsy-films-2448658.html
TSA POST 9/11 BAN ON SMALL KNIVES
I believe they should. But then again, I don't agree with the TSA and their terroristic tactics for searching people as they board planes anyway. I have seen so many horror stories and videos about how people are treated like cattle as they are herded through the airport. The TSA agents laugh and joke at the people they can see through those terrible naked body scanners, that do more harm than good. It used to be a joy to go to the airport and board a plane. And now I refuse to fly because I don't me or my children to get publically molested. I am someone who always carries her handy-dandy pocket knife in case of emergencies. And it has come in handy on several occasions. But if I want to fly, I would have to ditch one of the most valuable tools that I carry in my purse. And because they got everyone so damn scared of terroristic acts, people have let themselves be subjected to several bans on what can be packed in their luggage. Seriously, nail clippers and tweezers can't be in my cosmetic bag? We listen everyday as they constantly contradict themselves on the news. One minute the terrorist threat is being dealt with and we can sleep soundly , and the next minute everyone is a terrorist. Because fear is the biggest tool for making people become compliant and sheep like.
Love always.
SCIENTIST CREATE TEETH AS ANSWER TO DENTURES
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2290546/Scientists-create-new-teeth-grown-mouse-cells-potential-answer-dentures.html
Monday, July 30, 2012
TODAY ANXIETY ATTACK
I HATE HAVING ANXIETY ATTACKS. IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY LIFE. ALL THINGS COME TO A GRINDING HALT WHEN AN ANXIETY ATTACKS STARTS. AND I CAN ALWAYS TELL WHEN ONE IS COMING ON. I START OFF WITH THE SUDDEN URGE TO BASH MYSELF OR MY LIFE. AND THEN THE DAM OF SANITY BREAKS AND MY MIND IS FLOODED WITH NEGATIVE THOUGHTS. THOUGHTS ABOUT MY JOB, MY KIDS, MY BOYFRIEND, MY FAMILY, MY CAR.... ANYTHING THAT IS IMPORTANT TO ME WILL BE SUFFOCATED WITH NEGATIVITY. AND THEN I START TO WONDER WHY..... IS IT ENOUGH THAT MY MIND WONT SHUT UP SO I CAN SLEEP SOMETIMES? OF COURSE NOT! NOW I GOTTA SIT ON THE FUTON IN THE LIVING ROOM AND HAVE A PARADE OF HORRIBLE THOUGHTS. ONE TIME ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS MY FAMILY DYING IN HORRIBLE ACCIDENTS. I DONT WANNA HAVE THESE THOUGHTS. THEY SADDEN ME. AND IF THE CONSTANT DRILLING FROM THOSE THOUGHTS ARENT ENOUGH, MY MIND DECIDES TO ADD A LITTLE SPICE BY SEARING MY BRAIN WITH NIGHT TERRORS! HOORAY FOR NIGHT TERRORS! IN THOSE RARE MOMENTS WHEN I FINALLY CALM MYSELF ENOUGH TO LAY MY HEAD ON THE PILLOW AND FALL ASLEEP, IM TAKEN ON A CRAZY JOURNEY TO A FAR OFF DIMENSION KNOWN AS THE DEPTH OF MY BRAIN. I HAVE COME UP WITH SOME CRAZY SCENARIOS IN MY DREAMS, AND EVEN CRAZIER MONSTERS. I'VE INCORPORATED TV AND MOVIE MONSTERS WITH MY REAL LIFE AND SOME OTHER DEMONS OF MY OWN CREATIONS. I'VE WOKEN MYSELF UP WITH TEARS, SCREAMING, CRYING, OUT OF BREATH, FRANTIC AND SCARED AS FUCK. I HAVE WOKE UP SWINGING AND READY TO FIGHT. AND IT TOTALLY SUCKS. WHETHER IM HAVING AN ANXIETY ATTACK OR WAKING UP FROM A HORRID DREAM, I ALWAYS END UP SMOKING BACK TO BACK CIGARETTES. I STAY UP LATE NIGHTS AND TROLL THE INTERNET OR WATCH MOVIES UNTIL MY EYELIDS FEEL AS HEAVY AS BOULDERS. I ENVY THOSE PEOPLE WHO CAN SIMPLY TURN OFF THE TV, TURN OFF THE LIGHTS, GET NEATLY TUCKED IN BED, AND LAY THEIR HEAD ON THE PILLOW...AND FALL ASLEEP. TONIGHT IS A SET BACK. I HAVENT HAD AN ANXIETY ATTACK IN A LONG TIME. LAST NIGHT HAD SOME NIGHTMARES. BUT I CANT COMPLAIN. IT'S BEEN OVER A YEAR SINCE I'VE FELT BAD LIKE THIS. I'M IN A GOOD PLACE RIGHT NOW. MY LIFE IS GOOD. AND I REALLY AM HAPPY. AND I USE THOSE HAPPY THOUGHTS TO COMBAT THE EVIL AND SAD ONES. I TRULY LOVE MY LIFE AND I AM GRATEFUL FOR EVERYONE IN IT.