Sunday, January 26, 2014

SWEET NECTAR: MY ODE TO ELIZABETH BATORY

 

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Sweet nectar drips from my lips… I bite my low lip in a dark joy.

It fills my glass…  it sticks to the sides of the glass at it flows.

Warm… Comfort in a glass.

Please stop… She tries to utter one last plea as her throat is slit after her delicate wrists are bled…

The Tonic of Vampires… It brings life, yet as it leaves her body, it takes it away.

Her blood is sweet…. Like a fine, young wine.

So young I will be… I can feel her life essence flow into me, as her eyes grow vacant.

The puddle of despair gathers around the tub… Be careful I do not want to waste a drop.

The red flowing syrup of life…Her skin is much paler now.

I take it all in.. Gulping it without hesitation and my anticipation is slowly calmed.

It’s time… I slip off my clothes and step in my healing and cleaning soak.

The crimson color nectar drapes over my body… a bath like no other.

She is lifeless now… But I feel full of life, her life.

How young I will be forever… Swimming in the blood of young whores who squander their youth away.

 

I am Elizabeth Bathory.

 

 

Love Always, Charlie Sunshine.

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DEMONS

We all have demons.

But I hear my demons talking to me every night

They keep me awake… Whispering things to me.

Issuing orders or instructions.

They speak to me

-Why did you let her talk to you that way.. How easy it would have been to smash in her face

*I can’t smash in her face.. I’ll get arrested

-You should have sped up, bitch wants to walk in the middle of the street…. She should learn the consequences.

*I can’t just run people over I’ll go to jail

-How easy is it to push them down the stairs… Accidents are accidents

* I can’t just push people down the stairs…

-Why was he looking at you? Like he was gonna rape you …. Take him out before he attacks you.

*Yes, that  guy was creepy, but how do I know he was a rapist?

-You ignore us. Why?

* Because you are evil…. That is not who I am.

-Oh yes, but you are evil.  We are who we are because we are you. We are your desires. We say what you have already thought.

 

Love Always,

Charlie Sunshine